Hi, Sweetheart,
Yes, it's your silly daddy again. I forgot to post this, but a few months ago, we had wonderful
wedding for a cousin of mine. We have such a great family, and all would
have been super helping you to grow when I adopted you. This one is the
fourth of five to get married, land he like the others has found the
most wonderful spouse. We all get along so well, because of the great
love God has and how we celebrate that love.
Of course, a personal relationship with our Savior Jesus
Christ is the most important one, and the fact that is how I am able to
both speak with you through this and know that I will see you someday. I
know that had other decisions been made you would have been born and
available for me to adopt. I will always love and cherish you even
though I couldn't adopt you here. In fact, the trust in the Lord allows
me to know I will know you as your daddy and you as my child someday.
But, the relationship of a parent to that child is very
special, too. It is a special one that isn't always biological, it is
based on who shows that love and tenderness and mercy and the example of
Jesus Christ that we should all be. The one who raises the child to
love the Lord and teaches them to care because they want to and not
because they have to, because it's not love if you are forced to love.
I love you, Sweetheart, and I know as I watched that
wedding and the celebration afterward, I saw you in the little ones
having so much fun, all the way up to the bride and groom. Because, who
knows, maybe my going forward was the Lord getting me to realize the
while I never had the money to adopt, had I had the money He would have
had me adopting 10 to 12 years earlier then when I went forward,
stepping out in faith to adopt. So, it's possible you would have been
having fun with my cousins little ones, or maybe I'd be the father of a
beautiful bride or fabulous groom sometime around now.
Those who do not know the Lord Jesus Christ personally, who
have not called on him to forgive them for their sins and make them new
inside, they might go on saying that they will never know you. But, I
will not do that. I know I will know you someday. At that great marriage
supper of the Lamb, we will indeed celebrate together. I have known
such joy and feel complete because of the Lord filling those holes in my
heart just like He will fill the holes in anyone's heart. I know you
didn't have had the chance to attend this wedding physically, but you
were there in spirit like the grandparents mentioned and anyone else who
was missed. And the important thing is, one day we will celebrate
together. Till the time, God continues to remind me of His perfect love
for me and how He is taking special care of you. Well I couldn't show
you God's love here on earth, you know that love for yourself, and
perhaps a lot more too. That is what matters.
Till we meet,
Love, Daddy
Love, Daddy
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