Hi, Sweetheart.
I just got a bunch of pictures put in
albums while watching only little bits of the Super Bowl, though this won't get posted till I sent it from my phone to my e-mail and then paste it in here the next day I really
didn't care for this game since the Packers lost, but if the Seahawks
had won at least I could have said they were a team of destiny. Yet the game I
planned to watch, Len Barker's perfect game, I'd never seen and I
couldn't pull myself away to just listen and glance up from time to time
to watch; it was too interesting. Ironic since I knew the outcome. (PS: I have it on now. :-) )
But, I got that done and got to bed early now so I can get
up bright and early and maybe shovel snow or whatever comes with our
confused weather.
I won't ask about sports in Heaven, I know you'd just say
it's a surprise. But, it made me think of all those little
disappointments you don't have to go through up there. Teams losing you
so wanted to win, times rain ruined plans, and so on. I've said I'm
glad you didn't have to see how evil this world is, much worse than when
I grew up, but when the only part of something one calls "evil" is the innocent fun of a dynasty that
keeps winning, that's where you can learn to rely on the fact God is
still in control and many other good things can happen. Yet, you can
learn that in a safe way without having to suffer, when you follow sports. Sure, it's a disappointment the Packers didn't make it, but that's okay.
I so wanted to be your Daddy down here and help you
through all that . I prayed hard, as I've said, but you are there
instead, and I know we'll meet someday. It's one of those sadder parts
of life, much more than a game. But, sports can help prepare us for the
worse things, and yet help us remember there will be another game,
another season. Maybe with different players but with the chance again
to see success. For some, it's realizing it could be worse. It's
possible someone reading this didn't just have what I did - a heartfelt
desire to adopt and end up led by the Lord to dedicate that little to
serving like Hannah did Samuel, leaving him to be raised in the temple, showing me that your life ended before I had the chance to adopt you.
It's possible a reader has lost a child they knew or had a miscarriage.
I can't imagine that kind of pain, and hope they know you and their
little one are probably good friends up there, laughing and playing
together so happily.
Anyway, as I was saying, some just look at the
bright side, others remind themselves it could be worse. Some focus instead
in what baseballists 150 years ago called the "patience of hope," that
good will come next time, even if that takes a while to come. Any of these make it easy for me to keep going till that day God says it's over and you
ride with the angels to come take me home to see my Saviour and yours,
Jesus Christ.
It's His if s death on the cross and rising from the dead that makes it possible. When one calls on Jesus to forgive them and
save them from their sins, He comes into that heart He's been invited
into and gives the peace that passes understanding, perfect love,
comfort, joy, so much more, when we trust Him to. I pray others who
read this share about Him readily, or at least visit one of the sties where I volunteer like
Godlife.com or Jesus2020.com where they can learn more and communicate with someone
via secure email.
And, I trust that while you don't worry or have
disappointment in Heaven, you understand what I'm saying, at least.
Life can be hard on this world at times, mostly due to those big
problems and not the little ones like a lost game. Some of those little problems - constant rising in property taxes and other things, thigns wearing out like I've had, etc. - can seem big if we take our minds off God and His care for us. However, God is good all the time, and will help us
through anything when we trust Him.
He's the Creator of the universe, after all. And, it's so
exciting to know that if you couldn't be born for me to adopt, at least
you have the best seat possible to watch us go through evrrythung, and
I'm sure laugh at some of the things we do, like.focus so much on sports
instead of just having fun with them.
Till we meet,
Love, Daddy
Love, Daddy
