Hi Sweetheart.
Recently, I closed out one of those fun pretend threads on an
alternate history site where 1983 in the USA was sent back to 1783. I
adopted a girl there, and had fun imagining her up to this point when
she graduated, which I thought high school graduation would be a perfect
place to close my participation in it. Others had lost interest for a
while, but it was a joy to do this.
Of course, you'll forgive me if you are a boy, although for
some reason I do sometimes picture you as a girl, though that is
probably because of this roleplay thread. Or, maybe the Lord is giving
me one little snippet of information about you. Of course, I know that
you would giggle and whisper "It's a surprise, Daddy."
The thread, in the alien space bats section of
alternatehistory.Com, was started by someone else, but I had a lot of
fun doing it.
Of course, there will be other things where I will imagine
you there, little pieces of what life would have been like with you. And
each time, I am reminded that you are experiencing so much joy up there
in Heaven. It would have been a joy to know you, but it will be a joy
to know you one day and that is what is important. In the meantime,
whatever next adventure awaits, I know you are watching and I enjoy
trying to make you proud. of course, I especially want to serve the Lord
in what I do. But, you are just more and more little way in which Jesus
gives me peace despite the difficulties of this world. And, I hope that
others realize the same special thing I do, the joy of a personal
relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ Himself. Each of us must simply
repent of their sins and trust Jesus Christ by faith to forgive them.
It's as easy as admitting 1 is a sinner and cannot reach heaven
themselves, believing that Jesus Christ God in flesh died to take the
punishment for their sins and rose from the dead, and call on Jesus by
faith to forgive them and turn away from their sins and their heart and
invite Jesus to come live in them through the Holy Spirit. It is a
personal choice, a heart and mind decision.
And, when they do, God will hear them and help them through anything. As long as they trust Him to do so.
This has been an unusual blog as well. I don't know how
many other times I will post here, but something may come to me just as
has it other times after a lull. But one thing I am certain about, I
believe God has used this to help others as well. So, I am thankful that
while I won't know you in this life, I can know you and we can enjoy
forever together. That forever is so wonderful. Because it will be
forever with God Himself in his perfect Heaven, where there will be no pain, no suffering, no tears, and where we can't even fathom the wonders that await us.
That is so much more amazing than we can fathom. More amazing than any fictional story.
Till we meet,
Love, Daddy